live in your hear it's the safest place to be it's yours no one can take it away desire burns destroy emotion conquer the things that hold me back am i the only one who knows the truth simple patterns how can i learn to love when i can't love myself and i can smell the tension it gets so hard to breath it's all burning slowly soon it will all be gone in blind sigh deprived of life i did this to myself and now i realize that life means more to me the tension pulls away the colors all so bright conscious of what has happened despise the cause self infliction i must constantly remind myself that the body is just a temporary host occupance a place for the soul to rest and the heart to be seen we all are nothing and i am nothing